I was out for a walk yesterday and I was thinking....
Lately I've been very irritable, I have a very short fuse, no patience, and I keep snapping at people. And I keep cursing and wish I could stop. So last night I'm a walking and talking to God and I said something like, "if I could just stop I wouldn't feel so far away from you" and then it hit me! I'm trying to fix all the outward things, stop cursing, stop being so short with people in hopes that I can get closer to God. I'm acting as if me doing those things is pushing God away, when in reality, it's me pushing God away that's causing those things. I haven't been spending anytime in the word, or alone with the Lord. I've been reading Christian books, but neglecting the book that GOD wrote! I know how to fix that problem....more alone time with the Lord and the book he wrote for me!
We got a big book job in today, due Thursday, so I'll be working a LONG time tomorrow. It's all good. :)
Amanda and I are going to see Daniel Tosh this weekend. If you've never heard of him, google him, he's funny. He's performing at the House of Blues this Saturday.
More family coming into town this weekend as well...
Hoping some of these big things at work go through...things are tight....
The Lord is good to me though!
"They say money doesn't buy happiness. That phrase should end with 'just kidding,' because it does. It buys a WaveRunner. You ever seen a sad person on a WaveRunner? Try to frown on a WaveRunner. . . . Money buys happiness." -Daniel Tosh
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